Thinking of the living

I was reading this book and a certain quote really stuck in my head. When people die, either naturally or of a disease, when they finally go and leave this world, and this is where the quote made me think "We grieve for the living," and it does seem true to me.
I thought back to when my grandad who died a couple of years ago of cancer (due to smoking) we all felt terrible for my grandad but ultimately i was thinking of my gran, how was she coping? I don't know what ide gain by writing this but ultimately that maybe its true. The fact it was such a small simple sentence made the impact on me so much greater, something so simple can easily never be said cos its to simple people haven't thought about it. Very rairley does anything stick in my head, and the fact that this did made it special. Also Ive always just assumed we grieve and its for the dead. If i think, i wasn't, yes its sad there gone, but there gone, there free now. My gran is still here and really i felt sad for her. The fact her life changed so dramatically. I wonder if other people realise that in fact they were grieving for the living without noticing it as well. I certainly was.

Easter Vs Christmas

I'm not a Christian and i don't know much about the meaning of Easter, except that perhaps Jesus came back to life. Christmas is the story of Jesus being born. Both kinda just....false. I believe that there is something higher than us all, something spiritual. Not aliens but something. Now though both have kinda lost most of there meaning in a flurry of money and chocolate. Easter i think has almost entirely lost its meaning. Its this random holiday that means we get stuffed on chocolate, mums try and stick to there diets and we get a nice wee holiday for a couple of weeks. Not to do anything like remember Christ coming back to life, but mostly to stay up late and then sleep in the next day. Christmas is rife with give give give and take take take. It seems. It feels special though. Its that time if you have ignored someone for so long then would be a good time to push differences aside and reunite. Family have time to come together again, and gran has a chance to embarrass everyone and have a good knees up on a couple cheerys. Somehow it feels cosy and theres a twinkle in every ones eyes. Its a time to think of the upcoming year and pro mice yourself a new start. Something new to focus on. Christian or not its special, if not for religious reasons then for the reason you get to see people you haven't for years, its a time to set things aside and take stock, and just enjoy being off and being thankful. Christmas trumps Easter.

ITS A CON!!!

Who gets paid up to £30 a hour, doesn't do anything, can get as much money out of you as they please and all in all you accept it? you take it like a beeeatch! DRIVING INSTRUCTORS! and everything tailing of from them. The theory tests, the practical tests! they all want money...and loads of it. For what? nothing it feels like. They fail you for ANYTHING these days. It was never this hard to get your ass into a car before. All i hear is how easy it was for people 'back then' to pass there test. Prices have went up as well. How are we meant to pay for all this? An the trouble isn't over when you pass...oh no!...you got to get the car first, get the insurance, get the tax, get the m.o.t, heaven forbid there should be anything actually wrong with your car. More money. Will this list ever end? No! cos there's rises in petrol prices. People will laterally have to live in there cars at this rate. They will be worth more than your house and children.
Perhaps we should all go back to walking. Obesity was scarce in the 60's and 70's, depression was decreased, pollution wasn't as harsh and over all there was less road accidents, obviously. Maybe we should all go back to walking and public transport. Life would would be tranquil again. I'm not saying it wasn't hard back then but the stupid little minuscule rule that have been imposed today really aren't necessary and i think, personally, its all for the money and that's shameful!

ALSO!

FEEDER ARE KICKASSSSSSSSS!!!!!!

Blink 182

I think its awesome that the pop punk band Blink 182 are back together! Pave the way i say, pave that yellow brick road! I think its even better that i can now say there a oldie but a goodie! I can officially say 'ah in my day' it makes me happy. Many people don't like them but there my childhood man! and a happy it was. I remember loads of warm summers lying on the trampoline with friends chatting, laughing, drinking, eating, thinking of things to do that night. All the while repeating a single made up CD with the likes of Sum 41, Blink 182, Bloodhound Gang, Offspring, Zebrahead, Bowling for soup, and cringly now Good Charlotte, but hey they had there moments too. I love officially thinking they were 'Our day' Music, AND GOOD MUSIC IT WAS! ill be happy taking there names with me through the years to pass on, and obviously be criticized by the youth of the day.

Mums and dads will for ever be rememberd for having good oll David Bowie, Roxy Music, Frankie goes to Hollywood, Echo and the Bunnymen and and Elvis Costello. All extremely listened to death by me as well, much to the delight of me maw, but personally i like who this generation are taking down in history, they've stood the test of time and one more come back should be on the cards...hopfully, but i just hope after that they will put the guitars down and not become the sad old wannabes of the past. Visage spring to any ones mind? My god Madonna sring to anyones mind?!

Jim Morrison is ALIVE!

3 July of 1971 Jim Morrison, an icon to millions dies!...or does he? Theres been so many debates to what exactly or who exactly is lying in Jim's grave? Famously Jim complained of fame and being in a band altogether, he just loved to write poetry and others to appreciate his work for what it is. I don't think for a second he thought that proportion of publicity would shine on him, or the fact he would become such a conquest for women. Jim without the drink and drugs was a introverted man, with everyones eyes on him he stated at one point that he wanted to stage his own death because of a French conspiracy to kill him, Janis Joplin and Jimi Hendrix with narcotics because they were all Vietnam war protesters. Its to much of a freaky coincidence that the 27 club came about, most of the people on it have mysteriously died from narcotics! (Janis Joplin and Jimi Hendrix) they have actually died, people have witnessed the bodies of the deceased, but Jim's was famously never seen, only that off 'Higher' people. People who regruarly hide the truth and get rid of problems. People ask why would Jim leave behind his current girlfriend, leave her to grieve for a death of a loved one? but Jim wasn't stupid. He sent his girlfriend to France before he flew over himself, she checked into a hotel that he had recommenced to her, but when she arrived she met a french nobleman, a man by the name of Jean DeBreteuil, with whom she quickly started an affair. Love yeah? Jim also had many legal affairs hanging over his head, as well as a number of women claiming he had fathered there child. France, unlike Britain wasn't as hot for Jim. Perhaps he knew that by settling down in that country in a quiet remote place, he could get away with existing in anonymity and live his life the way he wanted. With the prospect of being killed off, legal battles, children he didn't want, and the plain fact how his life turned out wasn't what he wanted, why wouldn't he accept a bribe from someone? CIA perhaps? They could easily change his name, change his date of birth, fake a death, move him away and supply Jim with a sustainable amount of money to live out his days. To Jim i think it would of looked inviting.

God Sake!!!

This whole crusade on drink is getting beyond sense!!! making prices higher, stopping the selling of drink after a certain time. Making the selling age higher Its stupid! There doing all this because??
Binge drinking, OK is bad, but its a personal choice, people choose to go out and drink loads because assholes try to start fights. That's who everyone seems to be tackling. What about the innocent people who just want to go out with friends and have a drink and then go home??? Why is no one trying to fight things on there behalf? Why should we suffer with high prices? cos that's what I'm annoyed about, high prices. That and the possibility of the age going up to purchase drink. So you can get married have kids leave the house your staying in, do illegal drugs, but you cant drink? what the hell? all this and there thinking of making the legal age of sexual consent to a lower number?!?!?! Drink is a part of our lives, and there making it harder for us to do anything anymore. If anything i think the government is bored. BOOOOORED! So there deciding to do this little crappy side project that they know will piss people right off. I personally think it wont help. My mum would willingly buy the drink for me if i needed it because this whole age thing is stupid. Although with a stingey college and the loss of jobs I'm finding it hard to shell out this 'not breaking the bank' money for stupid magazines and things for class. Buying a simple bottle of juice is getting a squeeze for me. We all meant to sit at home and do nothing with ourselves till were 21? What are we meant to do with 'the best years of our life?' I remember the days when i used to go round to a friends house and we would stay all weekend an our mums would make peach snaps an we would all get £1.50 each, i remember when that would get us a chippy (generous helpings, not like now!) we would get sweets and juice, all this for £1.50!!! where are those days?? i want them back! Times now suck. Just suck in the whole term of the word. No ones happy, no ones making a effort, obviously something has gone wrong, and that is what the government should be tackling. Not drink, leave our happy source alone! GRRRRRR!!!!!